~~~~~~ Annita's random things ~~~~~~

[Annita]

Random things & thoughts.

Sweet in every minute

I'm holding a love flower that still shining but unluckily a petal fell onto floor.
When i don't have you near me,
the sense of petals is just slender like a wind just faded.

Night and night,
how can i hide from this place with all of these specular fogs?
Listen to the cold sound of dew-drops that each of them makes when fall off leaves.
Please i need you to hold my hands,
I need you to listen to me...
even just once more time ....
please listen to my heart.

Even if my heart can't make a sound,
Even if my heart is being sealed
But it is always waiting for you,
Always calling out your name.
These silent feet will go on even though i know....

Know that everytime you're near me,
I will be sweet in every second.
Holding your hands long, and softly kiss your sweet eyes...
keep telling you many many funny stories, just to want your smiles last bit longer,
and you arms will always be my peaceful place.....

Until the day not seeing you anymore,
i feel it's like leaving a dream.
I try so hard to return to my sleep but i can't find you there anymore....
My heart is so lonely crying out loud :
"please don't leave me too long, let me believe that love is still around"......

:lovely:

[Ilesyt]

wow, just... silence and.... wow

[Annita]

did i make you speechless? :konokono:

[Ilesyt]

no you made me puke


just joking.

[Munkkiman]

woot woot \o/ random things? sweet ^^ they are tasty :P

i should post sometime something mind blowing too, but cant be talking: i got some falling to do~

[Anon]

Annita that was really depressing http://i237.photobucket.com/albums/ff133/onionethan/onion_Emoticons/080_.gif, very nice http://i237.photobucket.com/albums/ff133/onionethan/onion_Emoticons/070_goodjob.gif but depressive http://i237.photobucket.com/albums/ff133/onionethan/onion_Emoticons/009_.gif...I didn't know you felt so lonely http://i237.photobucket.com/albums/ff133/onionethan/onion_Emoticons/008_.gif
oh, and a question: is this just your thread or can I join in??

[Annita]

:hmmm:.... no i don't really feel lonely.....really.....i just....write it .... :stickemup: does that make sense?
oh you can join :lovely: it's a thread everyone can comments on my "random things" so ... yeah :pon:

[Anon]

Ahhh, that does and doesn't make sence-does that make sence XD....j/k but I write stuff that I usualy feel or expirience, and I was wondering if ppl can share they're "randomness" (not me I'm too shy http://i237.photobucket.com/albums/ff133/onionethan/onion_Emoticons/002_.gif)

And I haven't seen a post from you that didn't contain a monkey or two :stickemup:

[Annita]

oh you found me out. :wohoho: to tell the truth (:hmmm: this is the 4-5th time i told you guys i'll tell this truth) - anyways, to tell the truth, I JUST CAN"T LEAVE THOSE MONKEYS ALONE. :joke: They are sooo sooo cute :kawaii:

mm, my randomness is kinda....random. Sometimes you'll hear me swear on someone that bitch me, or i'll write love poem right after that. I remember one time i was talking about love of life, then right in that post, i talk something about family and money. All my friends who read that were like: "huh? wth you're talking about? what's your main point?" :but: But that's me :pon:

[Munkkiman]

Star Eyes, you´ve lit the night so many times
have the tears now diminished your light
Star Eyes, something wrong with your soul
have the years started taking their toll

can you still find comfort in the joy and the
laughter of past nights
do they quicken you still in the morning after
when the magic wears off

Black rose - where is your heart of stone?
maybe the winter for you was too cold
walk home - the night isint yours to own
the moment you had now is gone

Black Rose, are you cold?
I can offer my pity but not my loo-o-ove~~,no
Black Rose, when you wither and fade
I´ll be watching you from above

I want you to know that i dont want to hurt you
I dont want to make you cry
I dont really care if you know how it feels
I just want you to choke on your pride

[Anon]

oh you found me out. :wohoho: to tell the truth (:hmmm: this is the 4-5th time i told you guys i'll tell this truth) - anyways, to tell the truth, I JUST CAN"T LEAVE THOSE MONKEYS ALONE. :joke: They are sooo sooo cute :kawaii:

mm, my randomness is kinda....random. Sometimes you'll hear me swear on someone that bitch me, or i'll write love poem right after that. I remember one time i was talking about love of life, then right in that post, i talk something about family and money. All my friends who read that were like: "huh? wth you're talking about? what's your main point?" :but: But that's me :pon:
I have that problem as well - when I want to say too many things that are on my mind, and end up not making sence or when I start talking about something but then remember as I'm talking about it of another topic and start talking about it - ppl just look at me with a blank stare http://i237.photobucket.com/albums/ff133/onionethan/onion_Emoticons/075_.gif like wth is going in your mind, but that's just me as well :pon:

And you must have heard that somewhere and decided to use it a bit - that "Does that make sence" part and now you're using the "to tell you the truth" :stickemup: <- the monkey that I like to use the most http://i237.photobucket.com/albums/ff133/onionethan/onion_Emoticons/052_.gif

@ Munkki
you should write your own stuff and not take someone else's :p

[Annita]

:wohoho: that monkey is the one i like as well (you can see in my signature :bishounen:).
My thoughts are so random since when i'm talking about one thing, if i remember something relate to it i'll start talking about that relate things, and then the relate of relate thing amd so on (does that make sense?). And no, i know them long time ago but i just suddenly feel like to use them :pon:

[Munkkiman]

@Anon: yep... i should but is so hard you know?

[Ashnagzar]

munkki it would be too nice to hear something high-minded form you
@annita I really like the poem from you, but now I'm a little bit depressed:sigh:
I like these the most, but all ar cute^^:
:kukukuh::but:

[VelvetRose]

that was..... TT_____TT

an awesome poem though :D

[Annita]

You

You still come even though it's raining outside,
even though it's so cold in a winter night.
You bring to me such eyes were filled with passionate love,
those lips form a smile can delete all of my worries.
You bring into this life those warm minutes we have,
when I lean on your shoulder under the shine of tender stars.
As a light for our love, connect our hearts with thousands of sweetness.

You
are my wings which lift me to be able to stand with the flow of life,
You
are a place where I find peace in storms.
You open your arms and hold me dearly,
The unlimited love that is described now by a kiss.
I heard my heart is filled with happiness.
I promise to be by your side until the very end,
even though there are many hardships are waiting for us.
Because i have you lead my way,
I'm putting all my heart and my life in your hands,
So you can bring both our way into one happy end.

I love you very much ! :lovely:

[moonster x]

poetic ammo..... so dramatic...cinematic..climatic....
lastic....statistic....yeaah!!

[Munkkiman]

YEEAH that was awe-some

even though it didint rhyme >.>


Annita: :james:
Munkkiman: yikes! :omgnooo: it was good! It isint so bad thing if there is some part that dont rhyme! its good-one all around!! :noooo:

Annita: :ftp:

Munkkiman:....umm...hello? uh oh...! :1000furyslap: ->:imd:

[Ashnagzar]

annita: great!!!
munkki: :james:

[Annita]

lolz, i didn't make it a poem ( i didn't intend to). I just want to write down my randomness, that's all ^^

[endless]

after all, that's a good one, Ann-neechan :D
maybe i shall put one here :p

[Searss]

WoW.............................*Silence*

[Annita]

@endless: yes you should.

@sears: did i make you speechless :konokono:

[moonster x]

randomness?? maybe i just can sing ba..ba.. blacksheep..song

Baa baa black sheep, have you any wool?
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full!
One for the master, one for the dame,
And one for the little boy who lives down the lane.

[Munkkiman]

WOOOT YEEEAAH! that was kickass! dude, you rock!!!

[Annita]

Time can't go back but if you start to re-build things that are broken, they won't be as the 1st time they were, but they can become something else more special :) DOn't you think so too?

[endless]

yeah, i think so, Ann-neechan :D
miss you T__T

[Anon]

Well it's OK if you don't come here so very often but do come back and chat with me some time http://i259.photobucket.com/albums/hh301/Anon_PB/Monkeys/m126.gif...I'll miss you http://i259.photobucket.com/albums/hh301/Anon_PB/Monkeys/m152.gif and I really hope that everything works out for you http://i259.photobucket.com/albums/hh301/Anon_PB/Monkeys/m116.gif

[Munkkiman]

I agree with Annita.... good gotten days *sigh*

[moonster x]

hmmphh...what that for???

[Munkkiman]

I dont know why i still miss the old forum times, maybe because there was more people here or better mood...i dunno... people vanish and appear....


2000 posts.....so many meaningful thoughts...But are they worth to have existence?

[Annita]

honestly, i miss everything.
In my life, i regret lots of things.
I've always told myself, "don't look back, don't feel regret, they can't come back"
but you know, i just can't. Sometimes look back and wish, yes, wish that time went back the day it was.

Life is strange. Time is strange.
At one point, you think you won't regret it. At one point, you think you can't carry on.
But you will. Everything won't be the same, but you will live and will laugh.
It won't be a perfectly heal, but it will be something that makes you grow.

Regret is a word only. But so many meaning to it when i speak it out.

When you think about what life brought to you, sometimes you feel that it doesn't treat you well. But then again, it gave you opportunity to grow up, to see the reality.

I Cry almost everything sad. I used to be tearless. But time changed me, time healed the wounds in my heart, and love healed it. Not perfectly, but i'm a better person.

Sometimes mother asked me, is it because of her that i've become such a person, is it because of her life that changed me so much. And i cried. I never think that way. But at that point and up until now, i'm still asking me, is that because of her ?

But the answer is NO. I know it deep in my heart. That's me that caused the changes in my life. I gave myself the opportunities to change me.

yah ~~~~ sorry it's a mess, just random thoughts :)

[yami_no_tenshi1563]

LOL I can somehow relate to your random thoughts

[endless]

well, even it's random thoughts, it's cool become a poem XD

[yami_no_tenshi1563]

haha well it was nice

[Annita]

ROFL @ this conversation i had earlier - i re-read and it's just hillarious because i'm so rude. Poor that guy >.<"

prince emptiness: life is dual happiness and sorrow
prince emptiness: can we go out from both
Annitakiss: what do u mean
prince emptiness: it is enigma of life
prince emptiness: do u fill sorrow nd happiness in ur life??
Annitakiss: i don't fill it
prince emptiness: may be u in illusion??
Annitakiss: who knows
prince emptiness: all mankind have mind nd they fill both
prince emptiness: r u exemptional???
Annitakiss: don't know all of them so not sure
prince emptiness: r u byond mind??
Annitakiss: who knows.
prince emptiness: when some body give u honour u will be happy if some but insult u u fill sorrow un happiness
prince emptiness: is it right?
Annitakiss: i don't fill it. They fill it for me
prince emptiness: who r u??
Annitakiss: a human
prince emptiness: body-senses-nervous system-braiin cell-miind-or conciousnes?
Annitakiss: dont know
Annitakiss: maybe none
prince emptiness: pls search it u will get heaven or bliss inside ur heart
Annitakiss: search where
prince emptiness: there is main two thing in world
prince emptiness: i-------------------nd -------these
Annitakiss: what are they
prince emptiness: seer----------------------nd seen
prince emptiness: whom u see or fel is this
Annitakiss: huh?
prince emptiness: nd who experienced is i
Annitakiss: huh ?
prince emptiness: i is conciousness nd this is gross matter
prince emptiness: ur iiiiiiiiiiiii only
prince emptiness: not these
Annitakiss: are you ok?
prince emptiness: have u doubt??
Annitakiss: doubt about wat ?
prince emptiness: whether i am ok or not
Annitakiss: no, just asking
prince emptiness: ok
Annitakiss: no, just asking
prince emptiness: ok
Annitakiss: probably im concerned about your health for you
prince emptiness: i have heard the story of mulla niserdin
prince emptiness: one day
prince emptiness: he felt thathe was died
Annitakiss: uh huh ?
prince emptiness: r u ok
Annitakiss: don't know

[Annita]

When the blue night is over my face
on the dark side of the world in space
When I'm all alone with the stars above
you are the one I love......................

Annoying annoying annoying.
My fault, your fault.
I'm getting angry and frustrated.
You don't know how much i hate it.
No, you know but you don't fix it.
Are you trying to annoy me ?

When will this end ?
When will all of the sadness come ?
When will all of our fights stop ?
They are all the same
from the beginning till now
I'm getting use to them
But i just can't get it - the feeling angry
And more angry as i'm more to you
Why don't you try to fix it ?
I helped you in all my reaches
But i'm not you
I really want to beg you
to fix it, or to let me go
I'm tired of them all
......................................

[Munkkiman]

very touching I agree....you could make money and fame with those words, you know?

[Annita]

TY Munkkiman, but if i could then i would. :D too bad it's not enough to get money and fame with this :D

[Annita]

bad dreams sometimes come true....
it's easy to break something...........
How funny....
never realize that but just one small mistake, everything will be ruined.

I HATE IT.
I HATE IT
I HATE IT
I HATE IT

i hope i can share these feelings to someone....but....no one will understand
or maybe it's because i don't want them to understand, to see the "real" me ?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Stay up late so can know how long actually the night is.
LIFE IS A PAIN.

[Munkkiman]

hmmm.....that reminds me about something :hmmm:

[moonster x]

wowww!!!!you can make a transcription and release it
or sell it at a publisher.....^_^

[Annita]

I love you

I love you - the way you talk
I love you - the way you laugh
I love you - the way you look at me
I love you - the way you kiss
I love you - the way you hold my face
I love you - the way you cook
I love you - the way you ask "what would you like to eat"
I love you - the way you touch my hair
I love you - the way you silently watch my face when i'm asleep.
I love you - the way you pinch my cheek
I love you - the way you spoil me
I love you - the way you hold me when i'm in need
I love you - even your name.
I love you - every piece of you i'm falling in love with.

For you, my dearest love.

[Scorched]

Hey Annita, I like this very much but I have two comments.

One is "I love you - the way you spoil" Feels like it should have a me at the end to match up with the rest of the verses.

The second one is "I love you - every pieces of you I'm falling in love with" to me seems like it should be I love you - every piece of you I'm falling in love with (or every piece of you I've fallen in love with).

Again I liked it but those two felt off, please don't hate me :p

[Annita]

haha it's ok ^^ i can't hate you because you like it :D yah it's very good comment, i'll fix it XD thank you very much <3

[Annita]

not a poem,
not an essay,
not a thought
but a song today ;)
Enjoy my yelling :wohoho: hahaha

listen here (http://www.imeem.com/people/FPQSkwI/music/6JCGp13F/gloria_i_will_survive_annita_singing/)

Not perfect but i'm lazy to re-do it, besides, good enough for me hehehe

[Annita]

thinking too much isn't good for brain.....
:) just let everything goes......
and follow it......
sometimes blank mind is good....
but i guess too much of it isn't bad either ....
hmph......

everything.....
needs to let it flows as the way it should ..................
don't expect more than what already have ...................................

[bakaneko]

wow ur good on poetry...

[vlmt]

Yeah, I can feel the emotions :) Did you learn to write poetry? Or is it just natural? It's so good..

[Annita]

@bakaneko: ty >.<

@vlmt: ty ^^ no i didn't learn to write poetry. I just write whatever come across my mind.

today is something i write.... hope you like it (click to read :p)
Click here (http://thiep123.com/thunhac_v2.swf?thu_id=50368&soundAutoPlay=true)

[starwarsdude]

that was awsome Annita i like

[kane1]

O.O wow did you make that

[Annita]

@startdude & kane: thank you.
I wrote the letter ;) The rest (graphic & music) I only have to choose from that website :D

[Annita]

my phone. I decorated it myself so it doesn't turn out like i wish it would. but at least not too bad :p
http://img201.imageshack.us/img201/6184/picture013beforecd2.jpg
http://img366.imageshack.us/img366/3505/picture014behindad0.jpg

[Munkkiman]

gah! so much shining things *Munkkiman goes blind*

hey, annita, good ol´friend of mine...theres one question for you?

WHAT HAPPENED FOR FH-LOGO CONTEST? O_O did it end already?

...who won?? :confused:

[Annita]

oh!! About the contest, it's ended but ... well.... things happened and fh i think isn't thinking about it atm yet. ^^
Shining is good XD

[Munkkiman]

....

so you say all my hard work, all that blood, sweat, time and fingernails I wasted...for nothing? ;(

[Annita]

=.= nah, it's not wasted. Just that not up yet since lots of changes in FH ^-^